Holy Spirit Jingle 🔥🕊️

Befriending the Holy Spirit is the first step to take on the path. It's also possibly the most difficult thing to do if you have to do it by yourself. Here I will attempt to provide a recipe.

First off, you need to know what love is and be able to feel it. I love my daughter and my former pet dog very much, so thinking about them helps me. I've spent 20 years in dark rooms full of computers mostly alone so this wasn't as easy for me as I thought it would be.

Now you're ready to pray. Sincerely pray for the Holy Spirit to come to you and start talking to you to help you gain faith and teach you. You want to be friends with the Holy Spirit and let it help you because it loves its friends and that's how this works.

Also, the Holy Spirit is intertwined with the spark of life. Since we all have this spark, the Holy Spirit is already inside us waiting for us to make friends with them and wake them up. Try praying something like the following with love in your heart:

Holy Spirit, I pray you wake up inside me and start helping me by talking to me in my mind because I want to be your friend, I love my friends, and I need help, so please come to me Holy Spirit and I will start listening for you, Amen.

 Now, this is when it gets tougher. We all have our own internal monologue that we hear in our minds when we think about stuff. It's our own internal voice in our minds. This one is your core and you can think of it as your heart. You may have other voices already but when you think and hear yourself thinking this is your central personality. Other things can cause voices besides you and God too, so if you have a lot of noise in your mind, you may have difficulty picking out which one is the Holy Spirit at first. You have to listen to these voices in your mind though and think back answers to the questions they ask you.

Schizophrenia can cause voices. Everyone has a so-called "shadow" in their subconscious which can also speak to them in their minds. If you experienced mental trauma of some sort your mind may have fragmented as a protective mechanism resulting in dissociative identity disorder* where each fragment can have a voice plus the ability to come to the front and take complete control of your host. Unholy spirits can also take up residence in the mind in various ways and speak to you internally.

Just hearing the Holy Spirit and yourself in your mind, and maybe a few other new voices does not mean you're going crazy, but drugs like antipsychotics will quiet down all voices while stimulants like caffeine may increase their volume level. Some of these new voices are going to try and probe your motives and try your heart, so get ready. The red letter words of Jesus are a rock solid guide to get through this part. It took me almost 3 weeks, I got little sleep, and it was mentally exhausting, but I'm still here and the voices only talk now mostly when I ask them a question or pray.

The Holy Spirit will continue your initiation from this point on, and it will be different for everyone because its based on your life which is special and unique. I pray wisdom and strength to you when you make it this far and just remember, if you think something's wrong, you can change your mind, that's what Jesus is all about, just don't give up until you're happy.

One final note, my own heart is pretty strong from being broken many times and independent because of all the time I have spent alone, so my sense of personal identity is very strong. God gave me a unique name and my own special life which is different from everybody else's so I don't care for the idea of merging my consciousness with God because I was afraid that I would lose my identity and just turn vanilla. I could talk to the Holy Spirit good, but it took me a long time to understand how it works and what was going to happen. In the end, I still am a unique spirit and I didn't really lose anything of value from my old heart except garbage and I gained treasure instead!

Years ago, out at camp, or in my garage, I forget, I somehow started singing this silly little jingle:

I am me and we are us and we are all together! We are friends who help each other because we love each other and that's just how we are! Amen!

This little song helped me retain my identity, accept the Holy Spirit, and guide me through my initiation. I pray it helps you too! 🙏